You know what, the desicion of choosing iium instead wasnt that bad. I didnt regret it at all. I love the environment with biah solehah still going strong. I love how the lecturers are helpful and kind. I love the friends that i met. Nah, dont make me mention about the facilities here, they are amazing. Even home is far away. I just love being here.
The only thing i regret is whenever im thinking about them. The guilty that has been piling up inside me. It sucks istg. Today, I cant feel anything anymore. It just me commit myself to Him and keep dua to Him. YaAllah, please help my family. Please ease my parents journey.
This bullshit started the day I chose iium than that. The money. haha. fck my life. Since that, Ive been just a weigh to them. I shouldnt be here. I am arrogant. I am ignorant. The only thing I thought before was just the things thatl benefits me. YaAllah maafkan aku YaAllah. Jahatnya aku. Kejamnya aku.
I will never forgive and forget myself for this.
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